the wrld of hers...is nvr ending:)

shifted

2010-08-14T01:08:00.000-07:00

Ive made my way to thora-notabuka.tumblr.com , shall see you there.

Silent

2010-08-01T06:10:00.001-07:00

Sometimes Im tired of running to the people I really love & treasure
Sometimes Im tired of sacrificing
Sometimes Im tired of waiting
Sometimes I hate myself for loving my love ones more than myself
Sometimes I put my hopes too high till it got me disappointed
Sometimes I really wanna know where I stand in peoples life
Sometimes I feel so used
Sometimes sometimes sometimes I just wanna be happy & worry free

"But if something or someone is worth it to me, I dont mind going through pain & putting myself second & make the first move. Just so everything looks pretty & in place".

POLITE BIATHLON

2010-07-28T20:37:00.000-07:00

"I AM A POL-ITE BIATHLON 2010 400m SWIM & 3.6km RUN FINISHER in
34:21 minutes ".

Surrounded by fit & tough people but that doesnt stop me from giving my best. I thank god for guiding me through this race & letting me sprint to the finishing line. Well grandma, I hope you were smiling from up above along with other angels when you saw me reached the finishing line.
Thanks to all my love ones for your endless support. Especially to my dearest family & close friends.
ALL THE LOVE RIGHT BACK TO EACH AND EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU.
Alhamdulillah, Amin..

Tomorrow

2010-07-27T05:57:00.000-07:00

After two months of training, tomorrow is the day that im gonna give my best and show off my stingray. May god guide me through the POL-ITE Biathlon Race over at NYP. Amin.

"This is for you grandma".-KhairinaAli

I screamed like a boy

2010-07-24T01:26:00.001-07:00

( My SM Darlings )

(Im always caught in action, *laughs*)

We were all mad crazy on that day. Well, you wouldnt wanna imagine how loud I screamed & for a moment I almost forgot that I was a girl. Singing to Sezairie's was as if I was at my first gig.

Wrong

2010-07-21T08:18:00.000-07:00

Do you encounter those times when everything you do seems so wrong in everyones eyes?
Cause today was indeed "my day".

Impact

2010-07-18T23:32:00.000-07:00

It was just a mere comment and a little laughter which I didnt know it will lead to something tremendously horrifying. Yesterday night, taught me to act much much maturely and be careful with my words. If it hasnt be because of me, the most precious women in my life wouldnt be in that state. I cried hard after the whole thing was over because I feel as if I was the major root to that incident. I bet it was indeed painful. I hugged mama tight and apologized to her over and over again.

"Theres a reason why people turn that way".

PrincessFieza

2010-07-16T07:02:00.000-07:00

princessFieza

My BabyDarla(@KhairinaAli) LOVES splurging on me. But I LOVE doing extraordinary things for her ♥

"Just what have I done to deserve a real good friend like her who have indeed sacrifice alot for me within a year plus of friendship. How can my family & I not love her".

People

2010-07-13T23:39:00.000-07:00

"Those important people in your life are your responsibilities because you have made promises with their heart that you gonna love them till your last breath".- Khairina Ali

Will be back

2010-07-10T08:23:00.001-07:00

Currently busy with my biathlon training, projects and exams.

"IMMA BUSY BEE!".

Patience

2010-06-29T08:00:00.000-07:00

Patience, im trying to be your bestest of friend for now. I hope you wont fail on me. For now, I dont think I could hang on anyone except you. Please darling, except me as your one and only & I will love you like my one and forever.

22nd Birthday/ Papa's Day

2010-06-21T07:05:00.000-07:00

Papa, I may not tell you that I love you. I may not be the girly daughter you have always wanted. I may not seem to care for you. But papa, I would always need you and love you cause you were the one who gave me the chance to see this world. You are my papa dunia & akhirat. Amin.

The one who gives me a hug before i go to sleep. The one who never fails to remind me that I still look so small in her eyes. The one who always assure me that everythings falling in place. The one whom i share secrets with. The one and only teacher in the house, my favourite one. Happy 22nd sister love.

"Breeks & Coffee Club".- KhairinaAli-

Just so you know

2010-06-11T08:59:00.000-07:00

Managed to clinched 37 minutes for my biathlon trial and it was indeed a good timing for me. Though it was two minutes slower than my actual time, i am still proud of myself despite the chest pain that i had while enduring the third round of running. Letting myself experience things I dont think i could make it, makes me wanna push myself even harder. Just to prove myself wrong. Well, I wont have this amount of strength to complete this trial without the support of my family and close ones. My weekends shall be burnt resting at home and when Monday comes, its time to get this flat foot back on track.

"Knees and chest, better behave". -KhairinaAli-

SCHOLARSHIP

2010-06-04T06:05:00.000-07:00

Who says when you get it once, the second time wont come haunting you? I say so. Cause i smell a thousand two in my big fat pocket yet again.
Say what? ALHAMDULILLAH....

Day 1

2010-05-28T00:25:00.000-07:00

Day 1 of my indoor personal training went absolutely well. Pushed myself hard and all that went running in my mind was the goals that i wanted to achieve.
It was just me, the dumbells and the skies.
Now i cant wait for tomorrow, cause its gonna be my Day 2.
New number of sets and repetitions of endurance and strength training.
Oh so YUMMEH!

One more left

2010-05-27T07:56:00.000-07:00

Just one more left and i am done squeezing my brain juice.
My next focus would be my
POL-ITE BIATHLON.

3 THINGS

2010-05-25T07:43:00.000-07:00

SPORTS MASSAGE & TAPING

SPORTS ADMINISTRATION & MARKETING

SERVICE EXCELLENCE

3 TEST

"Just couldnt get these three things out of my head".

BabyDarla

2010-05-21T06:22:00.000-07:00

While forcing myself to eat an instant noodle now, I kept thinking on how odd my nights are recently since the day Takoda left us.
Then randomly, I giggled all alone thinking of our inside joke of the day- that auntie.
Have a good rest, darla =*

Its alright losing a pet that i gave you for our a year friendship BabyDarla. Cause you still got me to hang on till the day i give out my last breath, hearing no beat to my heart.

I love see-in eu' enjoy every moment spend together with miee' darla ♥
'Cause people these days don't really appreciate others that much. And I won't stop reminding eu' on how much I've always appreciate eu' darla =*

You deserve my every respect and appreciation, you are my exception. You love seeing me enjoy every moment with you while i love it when you get all excited wanting to tell me a story and seeing your face turning all red laughing to my jokes.

BabyDarla, you said that you love me but i love you more =*

♥

When its time to think

2010-05-08T05:07:00.000-07:00

Since school reopens, i complaint alot on how dull life could be when there isnt even a single thing to think about. There isnt any thrill at all, believe me, there isnt anything to get this brain of mine working. But i guess, i spoke too soon. When week four made its arrival, this thinking veins of mine got tangled thinking about three major things that concerns my grades. Anyway, on a happy note, my team and i clinched first place in the strongman challenge yesterday. Wondering whats the challenge all about? Well, the three of us have got to flip a tyre for 5 consecutive times in within the fastest timing. We eventually made it and im proud to be part of the team. A job well done girls *winks*

"At times, I do things guys do".- KhairinaAli

Grey Sky Morning

2010-05-06T06:50:00.000-07:00

I just woke up and still curling myself up on bed. The weather is like a natural aircon attached to the clouds. All i want to do is just make this tired body of mine rest throughout the day. This mind is thinking too much, this body is pushing over its limit, this legs turned jelly after running miles. I deserve to be treated like a queen today. So mummy, can i have my breakfast on the bed? "When i am tired, nothing else matters except myself". - KhairinaAli-

CAUSE..

2010-05-05T07:14:00.000-07:00

Cause today, many made me smile and cheered this little heart of mine
Cause today, no one else matters except myself
Cause today, ive learnt that cologne and perfume is two different meanings altogether
Cause today, i witnessed a sinful act right infront of my eyes
Cause today, i believe that im capable of many differrent things in life
Cause today, i lost my feminity for a moment after flipping tyres
Cause today, i hope its gonna be better tomorrow
Cause today...

Naive

2010-05-03T04:59:00.000-07:00

After all the pain that i had to grapple through, i didnt turn weak, i became stronger than everyone else. It got me thinking how naive i could be, getting trapped while others became the audience. Cause everyone is capable of their own evil. I just got to be careful next time.

"Being evil isnt good".-KhairinaAli

Hugs

2010-04-26T07:13:00.000-07:00

Today ive learnt that a hug bring lots of meaning to life.
Try giving random hugs and you will know what i mean =)

Numb

2010-04-18T04:30:00.000-07:00

Times whereby care and concerns arent being appreciated.
Doing something good for another soul isnt always the bestest thing to do.
It isnt always the right remedy i suppose.
Humans, humans, humans, are never satisfied with themselves.
Cause at times, i just want to free myself from humans and run away from earth, just so i would be problem-less.
But that isnt the way it works, i just got to learn the right recipe when it comes to handling souls.
But first ive got to listen to mine whispering..

"Purple is a desperate colour".-KhairinaAli-

The beautiful journey

2010-04-10T04:56:00.000-07:00

One word, AWESOME ~

Greatest gift from above

2010-03-19T11:22:00.000-07:00

18 years of living, never came across my mind that i could fly to somewhere as far as Australia.
God suprised me with a wonderful gift that i will remember for my entire life.
Two weeks of experience over at the other part of the globe.
Far away from the lil red dot.
Its time to stand on my own feet and mould myself to be a matured young adult.
Brisbane, Australia here i come.

21st March 2010 - 4th April 2010

" Sit back and relax, my journey's about to start".-KhairinaAli-

BabyDarla

2010-03-15T07:36:00.000-07:00

Just like a shooting star, it'll only comes once in a blue moon. I found you and will definitely keep you, darla <3

'Cause you had your lunch all alone, I shall make it up to you today.

Rare to find someone who would write such sentences above to me. Theres like a hundred more sentences of such, sweeter and deeper than those ive shown. But its only for my eyes and heart to feel it. She have always been writing sweet sentences that never fail to touch my heart.Thats why, this girl means alot to me. After so long, i found the person ive been searching for. Its definitely worth every fall and pain i went through last time. Cause finally i found a friend, i would see myself growing old with. Your my focus.

"Someone who is an expert when it comes to my heart".-KhairinaAli-

TEN

2010-03-11T07:42:00.000-08:00

Exams are definitely over for me. No more mugging for the next one month and most importantly im gonna have the time of my life during this one month break. Wonderful things gonna be unwrap in 10 days time, insyallah. I thank him above for all thats been given to me, be it good or bad ones, i appreciate it with a positive mind and an open heart. To my dearest girls, finally ive got some quality time spent with the both of you yesterday. And to my dearest BabyDarla, im starting to miss you.

"Emotions, i have it in me and so do you".

Yours Truly,

KhairinaAli

Wait nurse they

2010-03-10T06:17:00.000-08:00

I would rather be in a superb meteor, every atom of me in magnificent glow than in a sleepy and permanent planet

Pens and pencils

2010-03-03T09:00:00.000-08:00

Sucking in theories can be a deadly hazard for majorities. But for minorities like me, i label it as a heavenly sensation when the brain starts to follow the principle of overload. "The aura of pre-exams".-KhairinaAli-

Influence

2010-02-27T01:01:00.000-08:00

Influence, its trying to pull me down but i aint gonna get trick.

Sunset

2010-02-24T03:59:00.000-08:00

Simply awesome whenever your around
Just couldnt believe you agreed on having this mini sunset escapade with me
We made little paper cranes, whispered wishes in our hearts and let it "swim" in the sea
Watch the sun sets as we lay comfortably on greeny
I just couldnt ask for more, everythings seems so wonderful
Cause i yearn for more distress moments with you, over at the beach, right after school

"Just like unlike poles, we attract".- KhairinaAli-

Young stuff

2010-02-20T06:41:00.000-08:00

Someone once told me, "Khai, you have got to be surrounded with people that your comfortable with. Not those who hurt you, it wont bring you any good. Trust me khai, trust me". Its time for me to heed those advices. Young stuff, you have hurt me and it has been on replay for months. Its hard if you always feel that your on top of the world. Im sorry, but i guess i shall wave my white flag to you. I had enough of your dramas. Please take your leave, the auditions over and your out of my list.

"I dont wish to be a hypocrite".-KhairinaAli-

Direction

2010-02-16T02:28:00.000-08:00

Not really sure if this is the right direction.

Everythings so confusing these days.
Stuck in between, got snapped along the way.
Trying to leave it, but its hard after i got hit with the word addiction.
Maybe, just maybe its empty inside.

"Getting lost in a maze, isnt amazing at all".-KhairinaAli-

Got featured

2010-02-15T01:27:00.000-08:00

For a moment, its as if i was being injected with the word appreciate.
Thanks for featuring, *salute*! Im beyond speechless. It made my day =)

"I thought it was just a little hobby of mine".-KhairinaAli-

Me

2010-02-11T02:02:00.000-08:00

Perhaps its me, the brave front I’m putting up lately is wearing off.
I need an armour to protect me, not forgetting my goggles too!

"Come to me and whisper to my ear, those words of encouragement. I need some hugs to go along with that".-KhairinaAli-

Your 19!

2010-02-06T04:38:00.000-08:00

Happy 19th birthday Nur Farhana Bte Osman!
My gifts the best in your eyes.
You said your lucky to have met me.
Never in your life, a friend gives you a gift like this.
You said im listed as your top ten.
You taught me patience.
You once said, i was your saviour.
Your just so adorable sweetie!
You have turned 19 and a year more, you will wave goodbye to your teenage life.
So what are you waiting for love, get all geared up for the last ride of your teenage life.
Trust me, its gonna be one hell of a ride darling.
Theres 365 days waiting for you to unwrap it on your 19th.
I hope each and every single day will be sprinkled with lots of good times.
Lovelove =*
"Your my SUNSHINE!".-KhairinaAli-

The Pink One

2010-02-05T05:16:00.000-08:00

You have been there with me all along. It feels as if your the only one that will stay, cause you never give up assuring that your gonna be there for me. You got me touched cause your never sick and tired of explaining, where this friendship is heading to whenever im in doubt. And everytime you try to explain, your always smiling along with those sparkling brown eyes of yours. When that happens, its as if i was being hypnotized by your spell. Or you will let your pen sway on plain papers and get me to read it till i teared.Your like a diamond in a rough, hard to come by, just one of a kind. I believe, ive met the right one. Just one and only, your my focus=)

" Everyday, you never fail to remind me that you love me".-KhairinaAli-

Click it

2010-02-04T21:11:00.000-08:00

This three pictures shall sum up my Wednesday and Thursday.
Nothing beats the rhythm of smiles and warmth.

" Being appreciated by others gives an individual a taste, as sweet as tangerine".-KhairinaAli-

TOUGH

2010-02-03T05:25:00.000-08:00

Spot me in those rugged uniform. A clue for you, im in the front row =)

"Years back, when i was barely 50kilos and i was uber fit! Now im fitter i guess *smile*".-KHAIRINAAli-

Pencil dancing

2010-02-02T03:31:00.000-08:00

I LOVE this!! :D -PrincessFieza

Down

2010-01-30T23:54:00.000-08:00

Its complicated and tangled.
Im not really sure how im suppose to escape from this ordeal.

"I pity myself for thinking about them most of the time when their mind isnt even a quarter filled with me".-KhairinaAli-

Precious

2010-01-29T04:40:00.000-08:00

Today my precious and i decided to have our quality time by dipping ourselves in the pool. I did a solid ten laps while Jufieza focuses more on her water therapy, just so shes all geared up before tomorrows running competition. We both know it well how much we love being in each others company and of course love each other. HAHAHA! Well, theres like tons of flicks to be uploaded but i guess i rather let it be kept safe in Blueby's care. Teh buih is always a must at the end of each day. Thanks for the day love. Next up would be gym =)

"Ive always enjoy giggle-in wif eu' in any form of exercises".-JUFIEZA JUFFRIE-

Excursion

2010-01-23T00:49:00.000-08:00

When your still schooling, eighty percent of your time is being spent with your classmates.
Excursions always got us closer than ever.

"They are my second family".-KhairinaAli-

Whispers Within

2010-01-21T08:11:00.000-08:00

I want to have a date with you under the stars and get high with fries.

"Every paragraphing, it feels like my heart was sliced layer by layer".-Extracted from Whispers Within-

Im truly sorry. I dont wish to lose you. I cant afford to let you slip off my hands just like that.
Cause losing someone precious is kind of a "PHOBIA" for me. I dont want to leave you and i believe you dont

wish too. Ive got to be selfish when it comes to sharing you with other friends because, others cant take good care of you as if your fragile and shower you with love like how i do. I love you =*

"I will not walk away from you till im done with life".-KHAIRINA ALI-

Faded sight

2010-01-16T00:12:00.000-08:00

I dont want to live my life behind those frame.

"In life, not everything flows your way".-KhairinaAli-

HOURS TO MINUTES

2010-01-14T18:34:00.000-08:00

Just hours before everything starts.
Many things come running in this lil mind space.

Those unfixed theories that just couldnt be sucked by my brain vaccum anymore, will it be part of the heavy marks?
Will i pull this through effortlessly?
I shall leave it to god.

"My mama once told me, "If you study hard, passing wont be a problem".-KhairinaAli-

SELANGOR TO KL

2010-01-14T06:12:00.000-08:00

Some pictures to share with all my stalkers out there ---SELANGOR TO KL family vacation- 26Dec-1st Jan 2010

" They are my everything, they are the people i call family".-KHAIRINA ALI-

TRIPLE TROUBLE

2010-01-13T05:39:00.000-08:00

Congrats to my team, SHREK! We clinched 3rd in SM TRIPLE TROUBLE !

" Take a closer look on the "ball catcher" *thumbs up*".-KHAIRINA ALI-

Read to what ive got to say

2010-01-07T17:10:00.000-08:00

It was another hideous feeling that ive got to let go since i know, deep down inside you didnt mean it. This wasnt my first, there were a few other occasions you got me trapped in this ugly feeling. But i would always remind myself to love you over and over again, unconditionally. I believe most of the time, your always playing my favourite character and always making me feel good, cause your an expert when it comes to touching my heart. So it wouldnt be fair if i were to complaint about those little weakness i found in you. I should be appreciating and tolerating every single things you do, cause your my precious remember? And as im typing this post, i received a beep from you and you knew it well i was mad about today. Like ive said earlier you knew my heart well. Im not mad anymore love, cause i dont find it a must to be mad over little things like this. This is nothing compared to all the love and care you have poured to me all these while. Im sorry too, for being selfish, cause i always want to spend time with you even when i knew your busy. There shall be something called next time.

"Every human being are born with a little dent on them. Im dented too!".-Khairina ali-

RACING!

2010-01-04T04:56:00.000-08:00

LOTS OF PROJECTS RUNNING IN MY BRAIN, PUSHING ONE ANOTHER JUST SO THEY COULD GASP SOME AIR AND GRAB MY ATTENTION. LETS SAVE POSTING THE BESTEST OF THE BESTEST STORIES OF MY LIFE, AFTER IVE MANAGED TO HANG MYSELF ON A SATISFACTORY GRADE, AT LEAST.

"ALL IZZ WELL!".-Khairina Ali-

A day with precious

2009-12-26T01:08:00.000-08:00

After weeks not meeting up, the feeling of miss will for sure grow.
If those feeling overflows?
The next best thing we should do would be, meeting up with the one that have been missed badly.
So thats what i did yesterday, I met up with my precious darla, Jufieza.
A romantic date over at sentosa and it was the best out of the bestest days i had with her.
Cause a friend like her is worth placing at the cosy part of my heart.
My darla told me, "I know its worth every sweat to chase after you given the fact if you decide to leave me".
I would be the stupid one if i were to leave you darling!
One of bestest gift i had for this year from god would be Jufieza.
SAY I LOVE JUFIEZA!

"Its just too good to be true when im with you".-KhairinaAli-

Awesome.

2009-12-23T07:48:00.001-08:00

Finished sketching this on wednesday 23/12/09, ended at 11pm.
Made for one of my specials =)
"Something random turned to something awesome". -KhairinaAli-

PS: MORE RANDOM SKETCHES COMING UP

KIS DAY OUT

2009-12-22T21:05:00.000-08:00

Quality time spent with both my beautiful and gorgeous diamonds. Look at the colour of our dresscodes! It was unplanned plus our shoes too=)
Both my precious ones made a mini celebration for my belated birthday, *recalling those talk-to-myself-moments*. We ranted from afternoon till night and i believe it was our longest day out of the year! Whenever they surround me, i feel so safe and always smiling. Thanks for the day darlings, i love you =*

" Lets meet up again, this time we shall rant by the shore".-Khairina Ali-

Last night

2009-12-21T19:49:00.000-08:00

It stretches my phobia as far as possible and let loose of it. It doesnt stops there, it repeated for at least four times. Ask me how i felt? You wouldnt wanna know. My heart pumped hard till i could literally hear it beating and grabbed tightly onto BamBam and curled myself under my blue blanket. Oh god, why im scared of darkness? Whats worst? I start to imagine unwanted "creatures" popping infront of my face once i open my eyes. Crawling behind me and strangle me to death. Knocking their heads on my bedroom window while i see stars and Mr moon before i go to sleep =z. So referring to the first two sentences above, what actually happened to me last night? Well again you wouldnt wanna read my story and start to imagine.

" Remove this phobia please..".-khairina ali-

Arigato Guzaiyeemasta ~

2009-12-19T03:47:00.000-08:00

SUSHI DATE!
Times with you will always be treasured my dear sister love.

Mesh Prawn Rolls

2009-12-16T04:06:00.000-08:00

I crack pistachios using my teeth and swollow it just seconds ago. I write letters and memorise sentences at six in the afternoon. I scrubbed my scalp to get rid of vanilla flakes just minutes ago. I ate baby snails with drumsticks just hours ago. Im gonna text my darla later at nine. Im staring directly at my oh-so-forever gorgeous boy. So whats next? Im tryna make space for Mr Biscuit and go surfing with both my buddies, facebook and twitter. I will find my princess and my diamonds over at the windows live...And oh my babies too..

I was taught..

2009-12-12T07:37:00.000-08:00

I was taught to respect every single human being on this earth.
I was taught, to pay every single dime ive owed.
I was taught to never bully others.
I was taught that guys should put girls at the highest and respected peak as possible.
I was taught to protect myself.
I was taught that life has its every stages of limits.
I was taught to treasure those who love me.
I was taught to stay humble and never try so hard to pleased others.
I was taught that the word BESTFRIEND is fragile.
I was taught to be low headed.
I was taught to apologise eventhough i wasnt at fault.
I was taught not to accept sweets from strangers.
I was taught to be independent and im still trying.
I was taught that im a winner even if i lose.
I was taught to never give up.
I was taught to love myself.
I was taught..

"Its never too late to change".-KhairinaAli-

MIXTURES

2009-12-11T07:27:00.000-08:00

(Dexter Lee and Veronica Campbell Brown)

(Sunshine nomore!)

(I own a hawt darla!)

( And two hawt girlfriends too!)

(Veronica put her hands around me *omg*!)

(We clinched third)

(With the Yr2's)

(Go Braden go!)

(20 mins for 15laps!WOOHOO!)

(Was waiting for the whistle to blow)

(15 laps here i come)

Some pictures that ive managed to save. Flicks from three different events, WORLD AIDS DAY, SM MINI BIATHLON and last but not least would be THE JAMAICAN SPRINTERS who came to ITE COLLEGE EAST to give a SPORTS CLINIC. All and all it was a magnificent experience from all three events that ive been through. Experiences that could never be bought with money itself. Time to rinse those eyes of yours with those flicks above.

"Your a diva, your delicious!".-Khairina Ali-

Happy Khai

2009-12-08T04:14:00.000-08:00

8th December, the luckiest day for me. Cause its the day i won 3rd for the mini SM Biathlon. All the trainings i went through was worth it. It wasnt that bad afterall, i went beyond my expectations. 20minutes for 15laps, i broke my personal record. And my partner, Braden was at his bestest during the 4km run. Congrats bro! Unfortunately, i didnt snapped any pictures.Today also marks the day, someone precious to me touched my heart real deep till she nearly sank in it, lucky i was there to save her. Never in my life, a friend went all out till i teared buckets. MrBlinky, is just as cute as you baby. Your the friend ive been longing to get and now i found you, i would hug you tightly just so you wont leave me.
" The feeling of having your love ones supporting you till the end of the race, is unexplainable. Thanks alot".-Khairina Ali-

Sports conference, Frolicks

2009-12-05T06:53:00.000-08:00

Pictures taken during sports conference on friday and saturday. Got the chance to snap pictures with the everest climbers. *wink wink*. And not forgetting having FROLICKS date with the girls was finger lickin good. "SM ROCKS YAWW!" PS, one day left before my biathlon -Khairina Ali-

Cause its you

2009-11-29T05:18:00.000-08:00

How i wish i could rewind the time we collided at the alley.
It seem so wrong to love you.
But your eyes wasnt blue when you stared right through mine.
Your hair didnt flow side ways like it usually do, when the wind blows.
Maybe everything just stopped when the both of us were busy looking into each others eyes.
I dont know why, but its wrong to love you. I just shouldnt..

ICE KACANG AND FRENCH FRIES

2009-11-27T05:33:00.000-08:00

The usual french fries on fridays. But yesterday was an additional of ice kacang moment with the precious darla. We ranted under the stars while having the cold icy colourful dessert. Thanks for the night baby.
"Cause everyday after school we will always have our own time with our both-love-the-same-food-or-drink in hand".-Khairina Ali-

Swim for my life

2009-11-25T06:18:00.000-08:00

When i feel like giving up in the middle of the pool, i told myself i will die if i do so.
"SM BIATHLON IN 12 days time!".-Khairina Ali-

Busy baby

2009-11-21T07:01:00.000-08:00

You have been a busy baby lately. Your fingers just couldnt stop running all over the keyboard, running here and there for some errands. And your mouth just couldnt stop communicating with blueby. How i wish you could sit on the sofa with me and watch the tele together. Play cuddling, especially killer hugs and mini kisses. But i believe you will have some time for me soon. So baby khairina, i will wait for you to cuddle me soon. Much love, FREAK.

The small one

2009-11-15T06:05:00.000-08:00

I want to tell you how i feel towards you, but i dont really know where to start. If i were to pour everything into your ears, im afraid you would turn all red and hot after the last drop of word poured into your ear hole. So please, stop grazing my heart with your needle-like comments, cause im running out of plasters to stop it from bleeding.

FIEZA'S 21ST =)

2009-11-14T06:06:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY NUR JUFIEZA BTE JUFFRIE=)
May god bless you. Amin. Iloveyou baby=*

"Continue to have a pure heart darla".-KHAIRINA ALI-

School mood

2009-11-08T03:23:00.000-08:00

Take me on a bumpy ride tomorrow.

I want it to be from morning to night.

Turn me round and round as if i was on a merry go round.

Fill my ears with all the stories you've got.

Hug me tight and kiss me on the cheeks till your lips sinks in it.

I want my stomach to be filled with your favourite food.

Be it bad or good.

I want you to be always at your bestest mood.

Someone anyone please fufilll the above listed so tomorrow i will always feel good in school.

"Wanna eat at cafe two or one??? -________-".-KHAIRINA ALI-

Patience

2009-11-07T12:20:00.000-08:00

"Ive got to be bestfriends with patience and tell myself to be strong. Not letting even a tear drop, when those words of of critics start popping again ".-Khairina Ali-

Its the fifth

2009-11-05T05:00:00.000-08:00

"Today we have got a special period called, kill-your-own-time period. While waiting for the period to end we played a game called snapping pictures through my phone=)". -Khairina Ali-

Yours mine?

2009-11-04T09:31:00.000-08:00

Cause i could never call you mine. Cause i could never call myself yours. Its just too impossible. "I think my heart accidentally collided with yours, im sorry, lets move on".-khairina ali-

Lets eat

2009-11-03T05:25:00.000-08:00

(Cause i love rainbows and i love you too)
Hold my hand and look through my eyes, if you see rainbows, tell me all the seven colours that you saw. If you see us, tell me hows the future gonna look like. Comb my hair with the ten fingers that you own and assure me that its soft and silky. Wrap yourself around me and pick stars with me. If your afraid im gonna run away, keep me inside your pocket. I like you cause you dont make eating look ugly. So play along with my mood and watch out your every moves. If your wondering why its in purple, i shall say im desperate for a friend to be with me right now. Someone of any size, even if its as tiny as a mice. I guess a mixture of all the people i love would be great for lunch. "I just want you to love me just the way i love you". -Khairina Ali-

Playdohs

2009-10-31T04:54:00.000-07:00

"Girls are not made using playdohs for you to have fun with. They are humans and are suppose to be placed at the highest and respected point in life. Drill that information in your head, thank you".-khairina ali-

Im touched

2009-10-30T05:30:00.000-07:00

(Helped one of the students fixed this F1 model, awesome!) "*Thumbs up!*", thats what one of the students showed me whenever ive helped him fixed some parts of the F1. I felt like a mini teacher over at MINDS today, an art teacher to be specific. It was indeed a meaningful experience for me. Volunteering myself in helping those mentally disabled ones not only rang the bell in my head, it have also made me realised how fortunate i am to be born normal. Therefore, there shouldnt be any reason for me to not succeed in life. I will come down to MINDS every friday to help the students there and assure them that they are not alone.Insyallah..

You and only you

2009-10-29T06:01:00.000-07:00

(Would you run miles, just to meet me?)

A simple gift and ive drawn a wide smile on someones face. Ive achieved making an individual felt not only over the moon but over the stars and rainbows too. Besides both my family members and diamonds, shes fragile to me, too fragile i dare not even leave a scratch on her heart. That may sound exxagerating though, but i believe this is the kind of friend who will stick with me like a glue even after a million years. Shes the one..."3 words. YOUR-MY-DARLA".-Khairina ali-

Lets fight!

2009-10-27T04:41:00.000-07:00

Theres only two words to describe today, magnificently awesome. Cause, ive learnt basic techniques of JUDO, and it was indeed a meaningful experience for me. My class and i were lucky to have a black belt JUDO teacher plus two national judo-ers to guide us just now.*Get down on the knees and kiss the mat*. "In future if theres any photocopying machine come haunting for my work, i have JUDO to protect myself".-khairina ali-

Bites

2009-10-25T01:11:00.000-07:00

Stop biting me cause it hurts. After you bite me, you left me bloated. I look beyond ugly do you know that? Now my head feels heavy and im not stable at all. How could you do this to me mozzie? "May i know what kind of species are you, cause you cant suck my blood for free". - khairina ali-

The darla

2009-10-24T04:53:00.000-07:00

Sometimes you feel im the taller version of you. But sometimes i feel your the whiter version of me. I miss making faces with you and give you killer hugs. " You told me you dreamt about me".-khairina ali-

my anni

2009-10-22T03:06:00.000-07:00

Today, i turned eighteen. I got a hug, a kiss, a gift, gazillions of text messages, facebook, classmates wishes and not forgetting dinner with the siblings later at night. How do i feel turning ten plus eight? I feel neutral. I have a wish, which i guess takes time for god to fufill it. A wish which goes like this, oh god, please make mama and papa talk to each other, cos i miss having a happy family. " Happy eighteenth annivesary to me *blow candles*".-khairina ali-

Thinking

2009-10-19T19:24:00.000-07:00

(Cos its all about being fit)-Drawings done by me, last year.

"I regain, repose and wonder, how i ended up inside this box". -khairina ali-

In the house

2009-10-18T03:13:00.000-07:00

Shaking both my legs, letting the television do its thing. Well, at least my biscuit like tv is kind enough to break the silence in this house. My ears just couldnt take it anymore, hearing nothing but air flying from wall to wall and into my forever cute ears. I wonder how long will this last, cos i get all peeved whenever i see ultra big egos planted in both my parents. Ive got a great feeling one day a hurricane will occur. "Drop your egos, have a heart".-khairina ali-

Out on a saturday

2009-10-17T06:36:00.000-07:00

( Every morning, the first thing i see would be, the clouds)
Despite having a mini war in the house, over some adult issues which i dont think i should get involve, i still went out with the sister to breath some fresh air. Splurged my money on the most expensive watch ive ever purchased in my life. Sister grabbed whatever things she needed and we filled our hungry stomachs with macd's meal. If theres such thing as a happy pill, i would love to have it now. " It kills me to see mama and papa not talking to each other".-khairina ali-

Lunch with the gorgeous

2009-10-16T05:19:00.000-07:00

(U wanted your ponytail to flow sideways just like mine *laughs*, this was last year and ive yet to have any solid bumpy butts okay syu.)

Lunch over at swensens was my treat for the GORGEOUS (syu) rotten birthday gift. We grabbed forks and spoons and our mouth were always full. Words flowed like a waterfall, and it flooded tampines mall. When im with her, my belly will create a smile with the fats i have, cos my gorgeous one loves to recall the funny moments we went through for thousand of miles. Whenever im around her, my surrounding turns into an action pact movie, never horror. Only four hours with the girlfriend forever and im already missin her, let alone the BEAUTIFUL (nad) forever. Lets let the good times roll again. LIGHTS! CAMERAS! ACTION!

"You said thank you for making time for you".- khairina ali-

I love it, yes i do

2009-10-15T04:30:00.000-07:00

Just those three words and a camellia. Gorgeous mermaid and a big brown almond eyes. Sparkling teeth with and a mouth smell of mint. Hair flowing side ways and have a mole on the cheeks. Goes for a swim and plays faces with me. Shall stop and move on some other time =) "I have my likes too you know".-khairina ali-

Unglam moments

2009-10-14T04:19:00.000-07:00

(SLIDE DOWN THE RAINBOW, INTO THE TOILET BOWL)

Ive just realise ive been daydreaming alot lately. When im busy doing so, there isnt any form of thinking going on, im just purely bored or tired i suppose. And one more thing, im slowly untangling the knot that ive tied and i will loosen it up soon. What i meant was, i will take things slow and steady like a tortoise and learn how to relax. By doing so, there wont be any emo episodes of khai. "Love me and i will love you more".-khairina ali-

Atittude for you

2009-10-13T05:58:00.001-07:00

(Bite you, period!)

A is for attitude, and yours is making me fume almost everyday. Sometimes i guess its better if we could sit and discuss about it, cos i just couldnt take it anymore. Whenever i see you, you gave me this oh-get-off-my-sight-quickly feeling. Having this ugly feeling isnt gonna help me in the long run. To be frank with you, i always pile up my feelings and that isnt a good thing. If you wanna ask me why i feel this way towards you? My answer would be, you should know yourself better than i do. Take a walk in my shoes and you would know what i meant. I dont wish for this to carry on, cos i believe our friendship would end up with no answers to the problem sums we are facing now. So would you mind explaining to me what are you trying to proof here mr-want-to-know and win-everything?

"Dont lift your head too high, cos you would end up not having any friends. Trust me".-khairina ali-

My tale for you

2009-10-12T05:51:00.000-07:00

(I will be as happy as hannah if i could enter your mouth)

If im able to take a walk in your mouth for a day, i would be the first person in the queue.

Cos for now, thats the only way i would understand what you wanna tell me once you breath out those words from your heart and through your nose.

No one could hear us once your mouth is closed, cos im in your mouth remember?

I would slide down your pink and smooth tongue and you could throw me up and down once i reached the tip of it.

I shall bring a broom just so i could clean your teeth and a screw driver to fix any deform ones.

I would bring a strawberry detergent to give a sparkle touch to your mouth and at the same time you could breath out the oh-smell-so-sweet air out.

After im done becoming a cleaner in your mouth i would tickle your childs throat (anak tekak), so you would cough me out.

And again how i wish i could enter your mouth, cos thats the only way i could understand you better for now darla..

A moment of attention

2009-10-11T03:56:00.000-07:00

Whenever someone comes to me and tells me he or she have got a secret to share, my heart would stop pumping. Cos this kind of people put lots of trust on me and, feels comfortable enough to share stories called secrets. It does make my day, knowing that theres still a group of minorities who would love my attention, just so they would feel better. On the flipside, secrets is a fragile word too. "Cos tomorrow my darla wants to tell me a secret".-Khairina ali-

New semester

2009-10-09T07:04:00.000-07:00

Two days left before my tiny pea brain will need to start its engine all over again, school is starting soon. Back to clinging on my darla's, thats what im looking forward to actually =) This time round I will plot a new strategy, so i could climb the moutain smoothly wtihout any drop of hesitation, well im talking about my studies. I will get to meet new colours of books and most importantly new cheaters and photocopying machine."Once bitten, twice shy".-khairina ali-

Human robots

2009-10-08T11:19:00.000-07:00

I want to make my own friend. Modify them when i dont like the way their behaviour flows. Can i ? "I need to learn to understand people, instead of always wanting my way" -khairina ali-

Happy 49th mama

2009-10-07T00:00:00.000-07:00

A women who loves me unconditionally. I could still remember vividly the day you assured me that everythings gonna be alright and your gonna love me the same no matter how dented i am. Ive always prayed to god to let me pass on before you, cos i dont know how the world will look like without you by my side. Now, its already 12:10in the morning, the time you were born mama. Your already 49 years old and still going strong and rockin on! Happy birthday my dearest mother and i love you....

"Anak pak seman, umurnya sudah empat puluh sembilan!".-khairina ali-

unrewind

2009-10-06T02:03:00.000-07:00

When my instinct starts to trigger, it will never miss its shot, oh yeah thats for real. The word NEVER may be a very strong word, but im stating the fact. I knew i was right since day one and, i just couldnt believe things like this keep coming my way. What wrong have i done to deserve this lie that you have been keeping in a dusty sack for two and a half years, i wonder. "Will this be the last lie i would hear?". -Khairina ali-

Its so yesterday

2009-10-05T15:00:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was well spent with my diamonds aka KIS over at nadirah's open house. Theres only a few pictures below, so make do with it to make those eyes of yours sparkle alright loyals. Will grab more pictures from syuhairah and upload it here if im not lazy. " I didnt met them for months. Some things change and some things stay, of course i felt a lil drifted sometimes". -khairina ali-

random mandom la..

2009-10-03T10:05:00.000-07:00

"Would you play blue playdohs, sketch humans, watch tele, talk to mirrors, drink nescafe, make wormy faces, kiss bum bum with me? Cos if you would, my tiny heart would jump to you and give you a hug". -khairina ali-

Today

2009-10-02T04:09:00.000-07:00

Mentos and chrysanthemum for breakfast. Chicken rice and chrysanthemum for lunch. Tall dark mocha with whipped cream for a nap during the long busride home. Mama's meat pie with garlic chilli just to get this belly ballooned? Lets forage some food for supper later shall we darla.. "Is your favourite colour blue? Do you always tell the truth? Do you believe in outerspace? Did someone took a portion of your heart away?".-khairina ali-

Worth it? Yes no?

2009-10-01T23:55:00.000-07:00

All those dancing and swirling of pen on the paper was worth it i guess. Eventhough it didnt hit my goal, at least im climbing my way up slowly. And im glad when mama said, "Dont worry, im satisfied with your results". Thats all i want to hear and nothing less. I thank god=) "Some may think its just numbers, but to me its achievements".

You

2009-09-30T23:36:00.000-07:00

Something feels so wrong. I just got to put a fullstop to it. But i dont know how to go about doing so. Little did i know you have already flew the kite way before me. I thought we have agreed to do it together and enjoy the breeze while flying it up high in the baby blue sky. So now i assume you have crush the promises we made and threw it in the bin. Nothing would possibly go wrong if you had wait a little longer. The kite wont get tangled up on the trees and the sky wont turn grey.

Khai is sick

2009-09-29T20:39:00.000-07:00

Could hardly open the mouth, due to pimple pitching tent at the side of the mouth. Taking baby steps, wherever i go, due to the swollen foot. Temperature rising, head's spinning like a washing machine. The nose could barely smell anything, cos theres a stone blocking it, believe me if your dumb. Nothing would perk my day up=( "I knew you felt something missing, but i choose to play blur".

Mama made bum bum

2009-09-25T10:27:00.000-07:00

" I hop, i jump, i run when i see my bum bum!". Bum bum is my smelly pillow, what were you thinking? -khairina ali-

granny

2009-09-24T02:36:00.000-07:00

Come closer and i will whisper my prayers to your ears. Have this fingers slide in between those hair of yours. Bring you closer to me and hug you tight. I will give you million of kisses on your cheeks and on the forhead. I miss you already grandma.. "For i miss the times you would massage my head when i was giddy, eventhough you were sick yourself. I teard when i go to sleep, cos i was touched by your actions".

the wrld of hers...is nvr ending:)

shifted

Silent

POLITE BIATHLON

Tomorrow

I screamed like a boy

Wrong

Impact

PrincessFieza

People

"Those important people in your life are your responsibilities because you have made promises with their heart that you gonna love them till your last breath".- Khairina Ali

Will be back

Patience

22nd Birthday/ Papa's Day

Papa, I may not tell you that I love you. I may not be the girly daughter you have always wanted. I may not seem to care for you. But papa, I would always need you and love you cause you were the one who gave me the chance to see this world. You are my papa dunia & akhirat. Amin.

Just so you know

SCHOLARSHIP

Day 1

One more left

3 THINGS

BabyDarla

While forcing myself to eat an instant noodle now, I kept thinking on how odd my nights are recently since the day Takoda left us.Then randomly, I giggled all alone thinking of our inside joke of the day- that auntie.Have a good rest, darla =*

I love see-in eu' enjoy every moment spend together with miee' darla ♥'Cause people these days don't really appreciate others that much. And I won't stop reminding eu' on how much I've always appreciate eu' darla =*

♥

When its time to think

Grey Sky Morning

CAUSE..

Naive

Hugs

Numb

The beautiful journey

Greatest gift from above

BabyDarla

TEN

Wait nurse they

Pens and pencils

Influence

Sunset

Young stuff

Direction

Got featured

Me

Your 19!

The Pink One

Click it

TOUGH

Pencil dancing

Down

Precious

Excursion

Whispers Within

Faded sight

HOURS TO MINUTES

SELANGOR TO KL

TRIPLE TROUBLE

Read to what ive got to say

RACING!

A day with precious

Awesome.

KIS DAY OUT

Last night

Arigato Guzaiyeemasta ~

Mesh Prawn Rolls

I was taught..

MIXTURES

Happy Khai

Sports conference, Frolicks

Cause its you

ICE KACANG AND FRENCH FRIES

Swim for my life

Busy baby

The small one

FIEZA'S 21ST =)

School mood

Patience

Its the fifth

Yours mine?

Lets eat

Playdohs

Im touched

While forcing myself to eat an instant noodle now, I kept thinking on how odd my nights are recently since the day Takoda left us.
Then randomly, I giggled all alone thinking of our inside joke of the day- that auntie.
Have a good rest, darla =*

I love see-in eu' enjoy every moment spend together with miee' darla ♥
'Cause people these days don't really appreciate others that much. And I won't stop reminding eu' on how much I've always appreciate eu' darla =*